how I hate my awkwardness

Since i was a senior high, I have been wondering how I will change in the future. But as what I see now, there is no really distinct difference in myself. Not only my appearance, clothes, hair-do, but also my characteristic and maturity do not really make any stride as I was expecting to see as I thought.


In CGU, the huge university with lots of people, resources, and lands, the imformation here is few even none. We seldom get in touch with the lattest new fasion things as the people in Taiwan university. There, lots of activities are held nearly everywhere close to it. Or simply by a MRT ticket at hand, we can wander around taipei downtown at will. Concerts, cultural activities, art exhibitions ..., everything is happening at every moment. People there can be in touch with new things right away as they are willing to. But as we view CGU, there's nearly none activities that can cultivate the world wide view of a college student. The activities are comfined to just clubs or faculty, instead of between schools or some cultural department. Even we are next to Taipei within just thirty minutes, how people wear here appear to be more closed. Not every one cares how their looks are, and few girls put make-ups on and dress up themselves in fashion.



I am not complaining. I am making a statement of my wonders that bother me so long. "Is my college life so boring as it is now?", "Why college life is not something more than study?", "Will there really be any changes in CGU if the MRT systems are installed?", "How can everyone do to make this college more like a college?"